Saturday, August 28, 2021
Graves of the alive
Friday, August 27, 2021
Zero
When enough time had passed ,I turned myself in. I had always planned for the day after all.
The time was right now- She was gone after all , I had not much to lose. I had watched her wither away, broken from her inability to forgive herself.
The irony was that the cop on duty that day was Prince, her brother. Prince had been flustered , nay , anxious when he saw me walk into the station – it was going to open a big can of worms. Me on the other hand was calm, it was as if the storms raging inside me for so long had a premature death.
Everyone thought they knew why I had come, little did they know they would get much more. I had not come for justice for her, only an explanation to what started it all.
The station started buzzing with activity quickly but the interrogation cell was quiet – the storm was about to erupt. “ I want to talk” I started.
Prince was waited patiently for me to continue.
I continued “ That day, I was the first one to notice that she was away; she had left her phone at home. I had noticed that the phone had started buzzing every few mins , and I watched the messages piling. . “
“ I knew her password , but I respected her boundaries. But it looked important . So I started looking at the messages and what I saw made my world spin.
I know enough about her world to know how revolutionary this was. She had done it.
After years of toiling away in her little world away from her family and the world , she had done it. She will be famous, in her world atleast and she will finally be able to reap the benefits. She will be paid handsomely for this, I had no doubt.
I was excited and I wanted to see her. I really wanted to see her and talk to her, congratulate her. It was going to be polarizing but I was happy she had seen it take form. I had rushed out excited to her office to meet her and talk about it.
The roads were slightly crowded and my feed on the pedal was strong, what I however didn’t see was the mad man jumping the lights and crashing into me. And with that it was lights out for me and from what I know now , for a lot more.
When I woke up I was in the white room and the first person I saw was her. She looked pale and terrified . Her damp eyes also proof to the distress she was in. What I also didn’t fail to notice was the gloves on her hand . Her blue gloves from work.
She looked at me before looking at her hand , and her eyes widened. She had an apology and a tear to offer before she turned away. That was the last time I had seen her before the fever claimed me.”
Prince didn’t say anything, he was waiting for me to confirm what his mind had already understood.
“I am patient zero.”
Saturday, August 29, 2015
Anonymous - Part 2
Kripa stopped scrolling. It must spam, he thought. Who in India has a name called "Maxi" - like an aunty's night dress. He smiled. Lets see what it sells - junior enlargement or an address to cash in the millions he had won as lottery in Siberia. That brought out a chuckle. Another casual click and he started reading.
And continued for the next ten minutes. Words , sentences , paragraphs and pages flew by. He had connected intimately with the world inside the email.
Maxi.
It was a story , or atleast an installment of it . Installment seemed too technical. It was a slice of a tale and the sender - Maxi.
He looked up from his laptop and gazed blindly outside of his window. His mind still watching the tale. The characters in the tale was alive in his mind. He continued to watch them well in to the wee hours of the morning. His mind was racing, his sould suddenly alive.
He looked back down at his now slumbering laptop screen. He wanted to see who sent it . - Maxi.
a rather unusual name. Does not say if it was a man or a woman, or a child for that matter. For now, he didnt want to know. All he wanted to know was what happened next.
Maxi.
Monday, March 30, 2015
Athithi devo bhava
Sunday, March 29, 2015
Anonymous - Part 1
Back to the protagonist of my story - Kripa was pleasantly buzzed. The fear of an ever expanding mid section had instilled the fear of "spirits" in him. It was not yet midnight and he still had a long way to go before he fell into oblivion. He looked around his room . He almost reached out to his mobile and then decided against calling his sweatheart. They were yet to recover from the tiff in the morning and it was too soon to hope there would be no drama.
He fired up his laptop instead. He still didn't feel like reaching out to the public on the social platforms that he was so active on either. A few random clicks later he found himself poring through his personal email. His minions man all his various ids except for this one. He still fought for the last thread of privacy that his station in life was trying to encroach up on . The usual mails , a few hellos from ghosts from the past, congratulatory messages from the people who still loved writing personal messages. On nay other day , he would have loved to read one of those but not today. Today he continued scrolling until - Maxi.
Reborn
I think I have reached the mid point in my life. So much to do and perhaps not as much time as I thought I had, left now. Like some one said, Its the journey downhill from now. Time for introspection, planning, decisions to be made on whether to slow down or to hasten those footsteps.
Getting "older" has turned into getting "old" . Plain and simple. Just the other day , was having a discussion on this topic with P and as usual a lot of goofing around was involved. P already has visions of us pals resting our old bones in front of Talbots. She was kind enough to add a poodle to finish the visual. The poodle being for my benefit. My love for dogs is well known with in the circle of my friends.
The next phase sounds exhilarating, and scary all at once. Would I run the distance or would I falter and watch it from the way side? What is it that I want to do , What is it that I can do ...questions questions, a lot of them. Answers - a dearth of them, at the moment.!
Friday, February 22, 2013
Thanks for being you..
I have always thought of songs as poems, a reflection of the writer's state of mind at the moment, a beautifully poignant moment, a breathtakingly happy one or just a moment of introspection ? But the listener or reader interprets it the way his soul wants to. It might be tapped to the mood of the song or in to a totally tangent .. away from the reality into temporary cocoon..
For now, its a calm sea... .